Holy fuck.
Seriously, it's been a year and a half since Ive added anything to this blog? I guess I can't be too surprised but time has been extremely limited since my last post. The last year and a half has been the hottest of messes. A failed relationship (with a married supervisor, no less), a hit and run in the school parking lot, the loss of 3 cats, falling behind on school work to the point that I probably wont be graduating until Winter rather than in May, and then finding the love of my life in a completely unexpected way at a point where I was ready to give up entirely.....it has been a time of tremendous change and growth. I think the most important change is that I have accepted having ADD, depression, and anxiety. I have never fully trusted the bipolar disorder diagnosis. I was diagnosed with ADD at age 7 and I've spent the past 20 years denying it. My mind has a million stories to tell me about why I was essentially failing at life: "I'm stupid and lazy...